last night, i wrote this entry over on my new space at dreamwidth (this actually gives a bit of background on the content of this post). and then, this morning, i woke up and pulled rufio’s stand close and sat down to put together one last message for 2011.
this is an unfinished piece. the words are only half there and the music is untamed, but unfinished is good. unfinished means that i have something to look forward to. unfinished means i have time. unfinished means this story is still waiting for me to figure out how to tell it in the best possible way that i can manage.
and i just wanted to take this time to share it with all of you.
so, again: thank you. i hope you all have wishes to whisper at midnight and people to smile with when the clock strikes twelve, hour after hour after hour. please know that you that are all in my thoughts, whether i know you by name or not.
happy new year, everyone; happy new year, you beautiful world. —N.
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Music & Lyrics: Noelle Pico
hello / my name is… / i think you’re amazing
hello / my name is… / i think i would love to be friends
how do you go out there / when their fingers are needles
and the hands that you see / carry knives
how do you tell them / that this is what you see
without them telling you / that all you’re doing are lies
i’m only safe in this room / don’t you see?
i’m only safe / inside these four painted walls
hello / my name is… / my name is…